daydreaming

I shouldn't being writing anything about you now.

But I thought, it would be such a pity if you don't know of this miserable addition to the abyss.

Indeed it is pity!

you will never notice I've been tiding myself more and more to the certainty of it.

Not because of me, I'm not afraid of myself;

but you: I'm terrified of you, terrified of you never know.

I will never know either.